I’ve given it so many other facades: stressed, tired, lonely, pms-ing, etc. but the truth of the matter is that I’m sad. Perhaps each of these characteristics have meandered their way into my sadness, but it’s sadness all the same.
I need to work on myself. I need to stop being jealous of those around me, and celebrate unselfishly in their happiness. I need to accept my body for what it is and accept that I will never be skinny regardless of how healthy I eat/ how often I exercise. I must purge my spirit of the past and learn to let go.
I think I should focus on myself equally as much as I do on others instead of concerning myself solely with the needs of everyone around me. Once I am happy, I can work to radiate happiness into the lives of others.